Auctions. These events are like skydiving – a rush of exhilaration, joy, and pocket emptying.
This past weekend we attended our daughter’s school auction. It was a beautiful affair. People were dolled up, alumnus came back to their old alma mater, and everyone got buzzed and nutty over a blanket made out of t-shirts.
I have only been to a few of these shin-digs, however, I have noticed two things: 1) You need to go into the event with a plan and budget; and 2) People lose their marbles at these events. Myself included.
Out of all the wonderful auction items, I had my heart set on only one thing. Even now, thinking about how special this item is and what it means to my daughter and my family, makes me tear up.
I had my eye on the prize, and I won it. A two-fer. I helped out a great school and obtained something with tremendous meaning for my child.
Here’s how I did it, illustrated a la marble count:
1) PLAN – Talk to husband and decide on a budget together. We were not going over X amount of dollars.
RESULT – I ignored the budget and went rogue. MARBLE LOSS: 10
2) PLAN – Act like a lady and raise my bidder number.
RESULT – Stood on chair with high heels screaming. MARBLE LOSS: 5
3) PLAN – Clap and smile if win item or shrug it off if bid was too high
RESULT – Did the cabbage patch dance when won item. MARBLE LOSS: 25
While I did act silly during the bidding and probably ended up with -15 marbles, isn’t that what it’s all about? Having fun and raising money for good cause/good school?
While most attendees either didn’t care who won what, or were happy people were bidding and helping out the school, a number of people reacted in an odd way (more marble loss).
After winning the item, some people felt it necessary to bequeath my husband and me with bizarre questions and comments such as: “What are you going to do with _____?” Or, “Wow, you sure did spend a lot. Must be nice.” Or one of my favorites, No dialogue – Insert glaring at us up and down, then turning away in disgust.
I’ll be honest, the cattiness really bummed me out. These are parents from our child’s school, our community, our church. These are people I look to in times of need, both for my family and my child, and I the same for them. This is our village of role models for my young daughter.
I couldn’t understand it. Were people upset if they did not win the item? Were they concerned we would not use the item in the proper way? Did they think we had a secret money tree in our backyard, supplying us with endless funds so that we could nap all day?
Nope, no tree. But my husband and I did have a “spirited” conversation on the ride home about what we spent.
Whether we won or lost the item, or rolling in the dough or not, who cares?
If there is one thing this life has taught me, it’s that you can’t control how people act, treat you, or feel about you. You can’t stop living your life, or curb being who you are because of it. And while yes, snide comments hurt, it’s really not worth the time to try and change someone’s opinion of you. Because it won’t.
Bottom line: It’s your life, no one else’s.
I will always be that short, loud, crazy lady in the back of the room raising my flag and having a good time. It’s who I am.
So the next time someone says to me, “Wow! Can’t believe you did that. What are you going to do with it?”
I’ll say, “Anything I damn well please.”
They’re my marbles anyway.